Miserable

Sometimes I think I really can't mix around with my school friends.
I fell like I am a lot different from them.
A lot...............
We just could not mix around.

Sometimes I really wanted to leave the school so,so much!
I didn't even one to take a glimpse at them.
Even talking with them I fill presure.
Specially 2 guys in my class.

I really always wonder how this bunch of people can get along so well.
Everyone seems like they get along so well with them together.
Why i can't?
I have often ask myself this question.
I have never figure it out why?
Like they give me a feeling like they hate me.

Have I ever did something wrong.
The thing is I barely ever talk to them.
What the hell have done wrong?
Is it because I am not special enough or not pretty enough or not popular enough?
Sometimes I really wonder what the hell is with them.
I maybe is a weirdo for them,
But they are a bigger bunch of weirdos for me.

The final conclusion is I HATE THEM!!!!!
HATE THEM!HATE THEM! HATE THEM! SO,SO, MUCH!
They are nothing but a bunch of IDIOTS!!!!

R.I.P

I still can't believe that she really leave us!
It's hard for me to believe that she's really gone.

I just came back from her funeral today,
Could not believe that I am attending her funeral.
When I walk to the coffin to see her,
She's just so motionless.
Like there's no expression on her face.
Just can't believe that she's the girl I know a year ago.

3 years ago when I first saw her,
She's a very childish girl for me.
I do not really like her.
Since last year,
I just have a new tution teacher,
Not long later,
She's with me in the same tution.
Everything just happen so weird.
Later on we start talking and become friends.

After I know her,
She really wasn't as bad as everyone expected.
She is actually a very nice person.
Espeacially, her smile.
She have a wonderful smile.

But now she's gone.
We will never see her happy faces again.
But at least now she leave us a good memory about her.


Rest in Peace,
Zhi Qi.
We will always miss you.
T.T

Truth or Lies

Exam tomorrow~
~Haiz~
HATE EXAMS!!!
Speacially MATHS exam!!
I have a kinda weird dream last night.
It's kinda not true when I said it out.
People sure do LOL at me.
Everyone would hope this dream exist,included me.

Sometimes I suspect what people said to me.
After that experience I have the past few weeks,
I knew that wasn't the best I've got,
But everyone came and said to me.........
"WOW!!"
"How do you do it."
"That was amazing!"
"I never knew you was this good!"
And So on Thursday,
One of my friends came to me and ask me.........
"How do you do it that day?"
So I was like did he meant the experience that happened last few weeks?
OMG he still remember that.
So I answer him........
"Do you mean what happened that day?"
He said......
"Yes"
Oh come on he really said about that!
So I just answer him.......
'I dunno,I just do it."
He didn't said anything after that.
When I think back myself,
Am I really that good?
So if I am really that good,
Why my pareants always said it sucks???
Or they didn't know how to classified good or bad about this activity?

Anyway I do really appreciate for what they said,
But is that true?
Or is it just a lie?
I don't know.
But I know I one to be like them,
It's 98% impossible

IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!!!

It's really been a while I haven't update my blog...........
A lot of things happened,
Happy and unhappy things happened.

Me and one of my friends got in an argue.
But I can tell that it ain't my problem.
I suddenly felt all those people around me turned to a bunch of idiots lately.
I hate my class so much!!!!
All those people are nothing more than a bunch of weirdoes.
All the nice people suddenly change!!
WHAT THE HELL GOING ON WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally!!!!!

Finally I've got in science stream.
Got to work extra,extra hard now.ToT
Stress!!!!!!!!!!

However I like that class very much,
although It is quite hard 4 me 2 survive in there,
but anyway I have to try,
cause I one it......

Gambateh!!!!!
Long Shun Lynn

It's so complicated!!!!

OMG!!! What I've done yesterday!
Honestly, I can't understand what I am doing too.
I am so confuse,so stress,so concern about this problem.
I should be happy,but why am I so concern about it.
My heart just can't stop beating so fast.

What kind of symptom is that?

But I am sure that wasn't love symptom.
I am so tired about this problem,
Who can solve it for me?
I guess only fate solve it after all.......

Depressed......

Haiz......
It really out of my expectation.
Thought my result can get better than 2 A's.
Guess I have to be alone in class next year,
and all my best friend in the different class.
So lonely.....................

My dreams.........
It's gone.
So sad, depress..........
Looks like it's kinda hard to fufill my dreams now.
Now my only hope is.......
Miracle.........

I came back from Thailand,Hat Yai a couple of days ago,
Well it was a really great place,except........
TOO MANY AQUA!!!!!!!!!
Well Hat Yai is an amazing place actually,
Although the buildings are pretty old there.

This is the first time I travel to some so far by bus.
Thought it will be very boring,
Luckily I have a great company to keep me from bored.
Thanks her and her adorable brother,
Robin and Oscar.

However I sleep finally.
It's a really hard thing to sleep in that bus.
Wanna know why,
2 reasons:
~The first thing is,
the bus is extremely COLD!!!!!!
So,it take me sometime to sleep.

~The 2nd reason is those people snoring are loud.
Speacially the one behind me.
You can hear her snoring everytime she sleeps.
But of course her snoring is not a really big deal.

Well,it's pretty late now,

Think I got to continue my story tomorrow.